Darren Small
This page is in memory of a treasured little boy, a much loved son, brother, uncle, nephew and grandson.
Darren James Small
May 31st 1988 - 20th August 1988
My darling brother,
i never got to meet you, it breaks my heat to say
before i got to meet you, you were cruely snatched away.
i think about you everyday, and all the things i'd say
i know you hear my words and thoughts, in your own special way.
i think of you and wonder how you would have been,
so many thing have been and past things you should have seen.
you are my angel my guiding light
the one who watches over me at night
you keep me safe and free from harm
you soothe my worries and keep me calm.
your time with us was very short, you left imprints on our hearts
the pain caused when you left us, we still feel the missing part.
your not alone my brother your with some other too
i know you safe and loved up there and they're looking after you.
i love you all so dearly, but you know this too
because you watch over and know everything we do.
for someone who i never met the imprint you have left, is so big and uncontrolable i feel incomplete
darren my big brother i am 18 this year
i wish that you were here, we would all be out partying spreading birthday cheer.
you may not be here in body, but in spirit you will be.
i know no matter what, your always close to me.
i wish you could have had a longer stay
but you are only ever a heart beat away!!
i love you darren and al my other angels.
sleep tight darren forever locked in our hearts until we meet again!!
All my love
Charlene xxxxxxxxxxxx
On 19/8/2008
Charlene Small lit a candle for Darren James Small
We Know You Are In Heaven,
We Know Your Only A Heartbeat Away,
We Know That You Can Hear Us
Many Things We Have Wanted To Say
How We Understand You
More And More Each Day
Your Words Are Spoken Through Us In Your Way
And Although You Cannot Be With Us
Your Never Far Away
You Are In The Air We Breathe Today.
We Know You Are In Heaven
We Feel Like You Are Watching Us Now
We Wonder If You Still Furrow Their Brow
And Though The Words Would Fail You
The Times You Tried To Say
Just How Much We Meant To You Those Days
We Will Not Forget The Kindness
The Debt We Can't Repay
We Know You Would Have Wanted It That Way
We Know You Are In Heaven
We Know We Must Keep Moving Along
The Path To Greater Meaning
Till We Find Where We Truly Belong
But There's One Persistant Question That Keeps Us Coming Back To You
Was There Really Nothing We Could Do?
While We Try To Find The Answer In Every Phase That We Pass Through
You Know its Strange But We Grow More And More Like You
WE KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN!
WE KNOW YOUR ONLY A HEARTBEAT AWAY.....!
20 years ago we lost you but for the last 20 years we have loved you, no matter how long we are apart we will keep loving you and missing you until we meet again when we can love you and not miss you. because we will be together in the place you are saving in the sky.
Sleep Soundly Until We Meet
All My Love Always Daren XXXX
Charlene XXXXXXXXX
On 19/8/2008
Susan Small lit a candle for Darren James Small
20 Years Ago Yet Sometimes It's Like Yesterday.
Everyone Says Times A Healer And Yes Sometimes Are Easier But Heartaches Never Go Away.
So All That We Can Do, Is Love You From Afar Until The Time Is Here For Us All To Be Re-united.
Love Mum,Dad,Steven,Bev,Amber,Jordan,Spencer,Aylesha,Phillip,Charlotte,Martin,Jade,Richard,Jackie,Charlene,Ollie.
On 22/7/2008
Charlene Small lit a candle for Darren James Small
Darren,
I think about you all the time, its hard sometimes to knwo that you should be here but your not. I love you so much i just wish sometimes i could hug you and tell you in person that i love you, i wish to god i could bring you all back here even if just for a day. although sometimes i think that would be harder because we would lose you all over again. i expect i am making no sense but its strange how close i feel to you even though your not here with me, i know your doing what any big brother would do and looking out for me in your own special way! and i know ur looking after vicky and christopher and matthew up there. rich has got a tattoo done in memory of you all but i expect you know that and have seen it. i have so many questions i could ask you. to be honest i just wanna see you all hold you all in my arms and tell you all i love you and you all mean the world to me! and you always will. i wish i had memories but i don't. i need you darren. i need you all.i need you here with me i know i have the others but i want you aswell, i want my family complete. anyway im going now i love you all so much that its something u could never understand xxxx
On 2/6/2008
Ollie Eason lit a candle for Darren James Small
A much loved son who I been told so much about,
A child who was stolen from those who he is loved by,
A brother to many siblings in a wonderful family,
Parents who miss you so dearly and hold so much love for you in there hearts,
I would have loved to have met you,
As i'm sure you would have been as amazing as your family. You would be my age maybe we would have gotten along well.
Happy birthday for saturday just gone, I hope you celebrated well in the bright sunny skies on that day,
Ollie Eason
On 2/6/2008
marian clark lit a candle for Darren James Small
auntie that love`s and misses a special little boy.
On 29/5/2008
Charlene small lit a candle for Darren James Small
Darren.
Your 20 today! I'm not really sure of what to say. In our hearts you will always shine, like the stars up in the sky. You were loved in person by everyone here, but now you are loved as an angel. you are safe up there and free from harm. You are loved so very much and one day we will meet. But until we are all together again, enjoy your day with all the other angels who look after you for mum and dad. May the sun shine on your day to represent your smile and the stars to represent our angels. I'm glad your being looked after by Nanny, Grandad and Vicky, i know you look after Christopher and Matthew and all of us here on earth.
WE LOVE YOU DARREN !
If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane.
I'd walk up to heaven and bring you back again.
Love you forever
Always in my thoughts
Your baby sister Charlene xxxxx
You are forever wrapped in our hearts and thoughts, as we will forever be wrapped in angels wings.
On 29/5/2008
sue small lit a candle for Darren James Small
it's your 20th birthday but your not with us ,
at least your not alone,
your older sister and younger twin brothers are also with you.
so light up the sky as you party together.
you are all so very loved and missed more than words can say.
An angel in the book of life, wrote down our babies births, and as she closed the book, she wispered to beautiful for earth.
Love Always Mum And Dad XXXXXXXXXX
31.05.08
On 23/5/2008
charlene small lit a candle for Darren James Small
never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
Mariah Carey;;Bye Bye
On 22/5/2008
Sue Small lit a candle for Darren James Small
We Are Wearing Two Pairs Of Shoes,
They Are Ugly Shoes, Uncomfortable Shoes, We Hate Our Shoes.
Each Day We Wear Them, And Each Day We Wish We Had Another Pair.
Some Days Our Shoes Hurt So Bad That We Do Not Think We Can Take Another Step, Yet We Continue To Wear Them.
We Get Funny Looks Wearing These Shoes, They Are Looks Of Sympathy , We Can Tell In Others Eyes That They Are Glad They Are Our Shoes And Not Theirs.
They Never Talk About Our Shoes; To Learn How Awful Our Shoes Are Might Make Them Uncomfortable.
To Truly Understand These Shoes You Must Walk In Them, But Once You Put Them On You Can Never Take Them Off.
We Now Realise That We Are Not The Only Ones Who Wear These Shoes, Their Are Many Pairs In This World. Some People Are Like Us And Ache Daliy As They Try To Walk In Them.
Some Have Learned How To Walk In Them So They Don't Hurt Quiet So Much. Some Have Worn The Shoes So Long That Days Will Go By Before They Think About How Much They Hurt.
No Person Deserves These Shoes, Yet Because Of These Shoes We Are Stronger People.
These Shoes Have Given Us The Strength To Face Anything.
They Have Made Us Who We Are.
We Will Forever Walk In The Shoes Of Parents Who Have Lost A Child.
xxxxxxxxxxx Love Mum And Dad xxxxxxxxxxxx
On 20/5/2008
steven small lit a candle for Darren James Small
always with me
love you
On 20/5/2008
charlene small lit a candle for Darren James Small
i'm missing you a little more
each time i hear your name
i've cried so many tears but my hearts broken just the same
i wish we had times together
things in common we could share
but nothing fills the emptiness as you are not there
so many thoughts of you i'll have my whole life through
each of them remiders of how much i love and miss you xxx
